Yesterday i had the weirdest dream. Was it a dream? It should be ha ha. I dreamt of a woman, she was in a surgeon's outfit. it was weird and she said her name was Emily. Emily.. Gan? Yeah, she said something about giving birth to a baby and she said God spoke to her! I wonder if its true. she also said that i was beautiful ha ha she must be blind.

She told me to use the robbery to move.. to do.

She said we are Special, how do they need us when they don't understand us when we too may not understand them?

She also brought me to Saloma's room, it was so neat. She said she didn't know why she brought me there and neither do I. Ha ha maybe I'll know when I die or maybe when Neil Armstrong makes the moon his home.

I also asked Emily where do we go when we die, i've always want to know if there was heaven and hell or do we just disappear and... well.... die?

She told me that to live is to give with no strings attached

Sympathies not with myself but with others...others who are "blind"

She also said that we must accept what life offers, but we must also take control of its course

Datta, Dayadhvam and Damyata.

Give, Sympathies and Control.

Can we really forget how to use our heart?

-Vinod-